Monday, May 10, 2010, 11:00 PM
why is it that nobody in my family ever understands me?
why do all of you condemn me?
how much of me do you even know?
you always claim you know me best.
but the truth?
you don't even know anything about me.
you say we are family,
if there's anything i can say out.
but when i say out?
you condemn and scold me.
you say it's my fault.
then why the fuck do i say it out?
what i want to hear aren't those.
if it were, i wouldn't say anything.
you restrict me,
you do everything to hurt me.
you deem me useless,
you claim i have changed.
but look at the truth.
you are the one that has changed.
all of you,
you are only forcing me into the corner.
don't regret it when it is too late.
don't regret when i take upon that path that i can no longer turn back.
i'm trying my best.
but you guys aren't letting up.
you're only causing me to suffocate.
i really can't take it anymore.
24/7 i'm tormented by all of you.
no chance,
no space.
to think.
to breathe.
none.
someone, help.
