Sunday, May 2, 2010, 11:39 PM
frankly,
i do not like people to say that it did not work out when they did not truly tried.
and so what if they tried?
just because it failed once,
you ain't willing to try does not prove that you tried.
because in the end,
if you really love someone,
you would keep trying until there really isn't any more hope left.
and that's what i firmly believe in.
secondly,
i hate people who whine and whine over things that they can have control over.
can't you use your freaking brain to realize it?
all these things that are causing you anger,
they are actually able to be solved.
but you get so involved in your anger that you do not even realize it.
as for me.
i wish to say that it is because i get caught up in my anger,
thereby causing me to get more involved in it.
sadly,
it's the truth.
this is my life.
and nothing i can do can change it.
and you people,
will never know the exact amount of problems i have in my life.
you can say that it's the same for yourself.
but say that out loud a thousand times, then ask yourself that again.
because frankly,
when you complain about it.
it's always the same things, and also things that's caused by your own stubbornness.
if i could trade one day with you, and let you experience my life.
i would be able to sail past yours.
because you're too stupid to even realize there's so many solutions to yours.
but it's your life.
why should i tell you anything?
you once told me that you would not be able to be with me until i die.
but never did i thought that you would leave me so early in my life.
but i remember your words.
and i will live on.
because as you once said,
we are a pair. for hell or for worse.
no matter what happens we will always be in each others' heart.
never leaving the other for despair.
i miss you and i hope you are out there somewhere looking out for me.
you once said you believe in fate. because we met through fate.
and now, i believe even so.
do you still remember?
you once told me.
if you were to die and leave me behind.
you would guide a guardian angel to me.
and make him the protector of my life.
is he the one?
or is there another?
i don't know all these and i wish to believe.
but i really miss you and wish you could be my listening ear again.
all over again.
if i could, i would re-do it all over again.
