Friday, April 23, 2010, 9:47 PM
trying is one thing,
being given the chance to try is another.
it's just like a relationship.
if it's one-sided, it will never work out.
if i try, but no one gives me the chance.
i will still fail,
no matter what i do.
if i love someone, and the person doesn't love me back.
the relationship will fail.
it's the same.
it's ironic how some things which seems so far apart from one another,
can be so similar at the same time.
i wish i could be given the chance.
but it doesn't seem to be happening anytime too soon is it?
it's easy to tell me, assure me. saying over and over again that everything will be alright.
but how much of it can i believe?
on the exterior i can act as if i'm fine about it.
but how much on the inside can i take it?
i'm a very weak person, i admit this point.
i have many misgivings, i have many weakness and yes, i am vulnerable.
but just once.
when i try, can't i be given the chance?
seriously, life is so fucked up.
and don't anyone tell me it's not.
because you are not in my shoes, don't ever say you can understand.
because you can't.
nobody wants to be the last one there..
and I'm no different.
