Friday, February 12, 2010, 8:25 PM
lol i guess this is a pity post?
i should have listened to him.
time and time again.
he always tells me not to trust you.
and not to share what i know with you.
because the truth is.
when i find something of use, i share.
when people find something of use?
they keep it for themselves.
this is the world.
reality.
reality is cruel but we have to accept it.
me being selfless in that sense all the time?
it's going to kill me off in reality.
because the truth is?
reality is too cruel for the weak and pushy people like me.
letting people tread all over me all the time.
i would change.
if i could.
but i myself know i cant.
i have tried.
dont say i havent.
no one knows how much i tried to change.
no one.
but me.
i promise myself.
if i get the chance again.
i will start all over.
i will prove it.
