Friday, January 1, 2010, 2:59 PM
So it's the first day of 2010.
well, it sucks.
sucks.
sucks.
sucks.
3more days and it's my birthday.
i will turn 18.
but so what?
what difference does it make?
me turning 18 ?
so what?
i will still be treated the same.
like a kid.
why should i even feel happy that i'm turning 18?
nothing will change on that day.
i wish something would.
but it won't.
it never will.
feel like just ending it all right here, right now.
no difference to anyone anyway.
i wish.
i just wish i could...
forget it.
what's the use of wishing?
i used to believe in miracles, i still do.
but nothing can ever change this life i have.
nothing.
what i say makes no difference, what i do even more doesn't make any difference.
i have nothing to express out anymore.
because i just want to be left alone.
alone, where no one can find me.
where no one can hurt me.
