Thursday, January 7, 2010, 12:54 AM
don't know how to do the report.
it's going to 1am soon.
memories flow back to me.
memories that should never have been kept.
they say time heals wounds.
how much time has passed?
why aren't the wounds healing?
these memories, they make me moody oh so much.
i know i shouldn't think too much.
but i just can't help it.
because everything is different now.
different without you.
i miss you.
you were my pillar of support.
you were the one who encouraged me to press on,
no matter what fails.
now, no one is there waiting for me.
that empty deserted lane that used to be filled with your laughter.
those moments we cried our hearts out together.
i wish i had stopped you then.
because i knew then,
i knew something was going to happen.
but i didn't.
why didn't i?
i feel like a failure.
a failure to everyone around me.
i'm not anyone.
nothing.
no one anymore.
fuck this emo post.
fuck all these.
and why won't you wake up D:
