Monday, December 21, 2009, 11:49 PM
for the past few days,
haven't been sleeping well.
kept waking up from nightmares,
which in turn kept me awake for hours.
haven't had more than 3hours of sleep per day.
which has resulted in headaches, neck pains( maybe cuz of sleep or another reason) and feverish feeling.
sian-ed.
every night,
i stay awake.
not bothering to look at the phone,
just listening to music full blast.
that feeling of tranquility to me,
it's something i rarely feel these days.
nothing but noise and shout matches building around me.
tension is getting ahead,
building inside of me.
these nights,
they give me the time to think.
but they rob me of my time to sleep.
ironic not?
