Thursday, November 5, 2009, 12:35 AM
Today was actually rather ok for the day.
Everything is always rather ok.
When I leave home.
But every time I reach home.
It's emo time.
Fuck.
hate this life
sometimes, all i need is for you to understand me.
but the way things are going now.
i bet you will never be able to understand me.
never.
ever.
will.
happen..
I just wish you would stop.
Please stop.
Because I can't take it anymore.
Really can't.
I'm fucking gonna break down and never get back on my feet ever again.
Is it really necessary to smile and act as if nothing is happening even though my life is falling apart?
I need to get out as much as possible.
I think too much when I'm alone.
But sometimes.
Alone is good.
Nice.
