Thursday, October 29, 2009, 5:06 PM
i really am trying.
really really am.
i tried to change.
but i cant.
i know i promised u.
and that was the last thing i promised you before it all ended.
ended in shambles.
pieces of glasses laid untouched.
now, i know i can't.
i can't change.
trying isn't enough if nothing is changing.
i'm not built for surviving in this world.
i wish i could just end my life.
everything doesn't seem to be working anymore.
nothing goes as i want to.
i know.
i know that's how life is.
no one can get what they want.
but fuck it.
fml.
fuck everything.
i hate everything.
i hate my life.
i hate living.
i hate that im alive.
